My wrist that’s been officially damaged due to my Heath condition called Juvenile rheumatoid arthritis (JRA) . Some of you are probably wondering why I have it at a young age. Even doctors can’t tell me how I got it. This bump on my wrist will forever remind me of the pain I had to deal with for many years. JRA jumps to every joints. Gladly It didn’t affect my spine cord because I would be peralize by now and I thank God it didn’t. It kept jumping to every joints. I couldnt move both of my hands. Finally the medicine and shots that i was taking made my hands move. Just when i thought everything was okay, it jumped to my left and right ankle and my knees started swelling up. I had people make fun of me because I started walking funny. People were disgusted by me. But little did they know, I was feeling the worst pain. I couldn’t walk! I started having trouble getting up in bed. I would start feeling all this pain after walking 2 mins. I had trouble getting up in bed and getting in the shower. I had to soak my entire body in warm water just to loosen up my joints. So I decided to stay home because I was scared that people would laugh at me again. I was emotionally drained! Started loosing weight I went from 120 to 85lbs. Christmas of 2008 I prayed that I’ll recover from this, and luckily God listened to my prayers. I was feeling less pain and started walking a little better. But my knees would still swell up every now and then. Very thankful that im walking perfectly fine and can move my hands. It sucks I can’t do certain things, but I’m happy GOD took those pain away. & when people think im too skinny or I’m anorexic, trust me I can eat 6 to 7 meals a day and not gain weight. So don’t assume I’m not eating. Some Guys don’t like skinny girls, specially not having huge bosom and bootie. But you know what, as long as my heart is beating and enjoying my life I could careless about those things. Because I know GOD will bless me with a man that will love me for who I am! & to everyone that’s reading this right now before you assume and start saying “this bitch is seeking for attention or I feel sorry for her or who gives a fat fuck about you” you got it all wrong, don’t feel sorry. I wrote this to show you guys how blessed I am to recover from my past. Im thankful for friends, who bless me with their companionship. My family whose love &support knows no limits. I’m thankful for the wonderful God who provides it all. For his love that never fails or runs out on me, for all the blessings I continue to receive every day.
Can we talk about it, without the shouting? I know we got issues but I don’t wanna lose you. Can’t let this thing fall apart, knowing damn well that I got your heart. Is it time to rewind & start all over again? Everybody has their arguments, we all have issues that we need to deal with. Can we talk about it? But that don’t mean we can’t get over it, cause it won’t be the last time .. can’t be the last time.
She’s gorgeous. I can’t believe I was talking to his brother for 3 months. Lol. (Taken with instagram)
Since Jayson’s not taking me to pho, i guess I’m having this spicy HWA RAMYUM asian soup. Yum (Taken with instagram)
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me How To Love
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